Maybe I'm reading too much into this joy thing, but it's there again. Paul is talking about the end of his life and "finishing the race" (v. 24). I've always looked at that as straining ahead, enduring hardships, suffering in order to finish well. But today I saw it in a different light... "so that I may finish my race with joy." I suppose it is a struggle, but it's supposed to be with joy! How do I get there? here's what it says, "But none of these things move me; nor do I count my life dear to myself, so that I may finish my race with joy..." I often find my joy in the Lord slipping away when I begin to give things in my life too much significance. Not enough money? Too little time? Not enough sleep? Those things are somewhat important I guess, but not in comparison with "the ministry which I received from the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God." It's strange, but there's a deep sense of joy and peace when someone decides to give up their life. Just before people commit suicide, they say there is a euphoric feeling because they've decided and it's done and now out of their hands. Joy comes from giving up on my life and making it totally His.
- Blu
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